I sometimes look up at the stars, wondering if you’re looking at them too. I look up and see millions of years of history.
I try to find all the constellations like we used to do back in the day. I remember how you would love to find Orion because it was the easiest to find. I would always try to find Virgo because thats my zodiac.
We would hold hands and just stare up at the night sky and play ABBA in the background, telling each other stories of how we would always be there for each other. Even though its been exactly seven years since you left, I still remember you so clearly.
Your iconic laugh and your dorky hair-styles. You’ve missed a lot, like the entirety of Drake’s career and most importantly my high school graduation.
But I know you’ve been watching me from wherever you are, wishing me all the luck and success.
I also colour both my pinky fingers in your favourite nail polish colour to always remember you, you may not be alive and here and you will always be in my heart.
I miss you every single day, I miss your advice and I really miss just telling you things.
Your parents are doing much better, we still catch up when we can. It’s still hard when they see me because they’re reminded of you and how we were practically inseparable.
I will always love you and have a special place for you in my heart that no one can replace. I know you’re much better up there.
Don’t worry about me, I’ll find my own way and come meet you in like 80 years and we can catch up.
~A friend who dies, it’s something of you who die~