You have completely consumed my thoughts, there is not a second that goes by where your face doesn’t show itself in my head, where your name doesn’t ring around in my brain.
I am completely lost, I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I just know that you are the answer to every question I have. The unfinished lyrics to a song I’ve been writing, you have consumed my life like no other before.
I write for you, I breathe for you, and I live for you…but you have no idea I exist.
When we are together I can barely take my eyes off you, hoping you can decipher the code that my eyes are passing on.
But I am here waiting for you to glance my way, waiting for you to notice me, waiting for you to understand my signals.
I will wait for you…during this life and the next.
~I’m happy for you, while feeling unhappy that I’m not the author of your happiness.~