Thank You

The time we spent together was short, but the memories we made will last me a lifetime.

Your name still rings in my head as soon as midnight strikes and my thoughts go into a place where most would deem dark. Particles of your sweet essence still linger within me, an essence I will never forget.

I can still feel your soft, tender hands on mine.

I sometimes think my mind is playing tricks on me, I sometimes hear you calling out to me but as soon as I turn around it is a face that is beyond my recognition.

But I am not too hindered by my circumstance, for in a few short months I will be able to see you again.

And once again there will be more memories that I can store, enough to last me another lifetime

~I want your most vital organ. I want it to be mine~

In The Now

I stand on the beaches of the Cote D-Azur watching the Mediterranean whisk away the sand of the French Riveria and I am reminded of how fleeting moments can be.

One should always be in the moment, should always be present in the now because moments like these don’t come twice. Hold it, treasure it, it doesn’t take long for moments to turn to mere memories.

Our life is made up of moments, some more benign than others, but moments none the less.

When you’re uttering your last breath on your deathbed, the moments you truly hold precious will flash before you one last time.

Make your life count, take the leap and live every day as it is your last. Tell the person you love how you feel, tell your boss to go fuck themselves, drop out of college and go travelling to find yourself.

There are many ways to live your life, but don’t let it be full of what ifs.

~The present moment is filled with joy and happiness. If you are attentive, you will see it~

Detour

I am done waiting for things to be okay, through my own faults we find ourselves in this circumstance, not knowing how to move forward.

I have said everything I need to say, the decision is now yours. Just like Robert Frost, you have two paths before you.

You can take the normal path that everybody takes, or be brave like I know you are and take the road less travelled by, be bold and believe in yourself because I do.

You are so much more than you portray yourself to be, fall down to the earth like leaves during autumn and realize that you can become whatever you want in this life, tomorrow isn’t promised.

Stop waiting around because no else will, not even Vienna.

 

~Carpe diem. Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary~

Sands of Time

I stare at clock in my room, going tick tock…tick tock

Each millisecond without you in my life is like spending eternity with Hades

Tick tock…tick tock

I am alone with my thoughts and it only grows darker with time

I long for one more conversation, one more glimpse into your soul which is so pure,

I long to see you once more, but I know that is an impossibility I have to live with.

tick tock…tick tock

I long to turn back time and remedy these faults of mine, alas I am left on this Earth without such power.

I will search for you in another life, where things might be different,

where circumstances don’t define what happens to us.

Tick tock…tick tock,

I see time stops for no one, not even god.

~I wish I could turn back time, but I can’t. I made a stupid decision because I thought I was invincible, and I’ll pay for it the rest of my life.~

Ghatrisa

What are we? we are but a speck smaller than a sand grain in this Universe and yet we have the audacity to be so ignorant.

Our life time is like half a second in the eyes of the celestials, and yet we act like we are so blissfully arrogant.

What are we but molecules joined together? We can be torn apart like a simple science experiment, and yet we look down on people less fortunate.

Remember what you are, you will eventually be absent from this world and nothing will remain of you but a legacy you leave behind.

A legacy is like planting seeds in a garden you never get to see, a song left unfinished, so make sure you have competent people looking after it.

We are just a breath in the eyes of the celestials, do not think we cannot be defeated. We are mortal and one day death will come with our name leaving his lips.

Leave the arrogance behind.

~The men and women, who desire to obtain seats in the celestial kingdom, will find that they must battle every day~ 

Anniversary​/Tribute

I sometimes look up at the stars, wondering if you’re looking at them too. I look up and see millions of years of history.

I try to find all the constellations like we used to do back in the day. I remember how you would love to find Orion because it was the easiest to find. I would always try to find Virgo because thats my zodiac.

We would hold hands and just stare up at the night sky and play ABBA in the background, telling each other stories of how we would always be there for each other. Even though its been exactly seven years since you left, I still remember you so clearly. 

Your iconic laugh and your dorky hair-styles. You’ve missed a lot, like the entirety of Drake’s career and most importantly my high school graduation.

But I know you’ve been watching me from wherever you are, wishing me all the luck and success. 

I also colour both my pinky fingers in your favourite nail polish colour to always remember you, you may not be alive and here and you will always be in my heart.

I miss you every single day, I miss your advice and I really miss just telling you things.

Your parents are doing much better, we still catch up when we can. It’s still hard when they see me because they’re reminded of you and how we were practically inseparable.

I will always love you and have a special place for you in my heart that no one can replace. I know you’re much better up there.

Don’t worry about me, I’ll find my own way and come meet you in like 80 years and we can catch up.

~A friend who dies, it’s something of you who die~

Watch me

One day you will know my name, everyone will. I’ll show you, I’ll show it to all of you…my name will be in every major publication one day.

I’ll show all of you, I will make you woe the day you doubted me or never believed in what I was trying to do. I will write best-sellers one day, I will win multiple Pulitzers and pea-bodies and no one will stand in my way.

The truth will always find it’s way out and I will be the facilitator to speed up the process, I will prove to be the catalyst that this world deserves. 

Consider this a premonition of sorts.

Watch out for me, I will be at the top no matter what it takes and however long it takes.

I’m coming.

~Winning isn’t everything, its the only thing~